October 2009
September 2009
Sometimes i get anxious when no one else is around and someone is walking behind me.
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.sigh.
.last nite i made the decision to break up w/ my boyfriend although i love him sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much and would, i’m sure, crawl to the edge of the earth for….but i just know that i can’t currently trust myself to do right by him. so instead of directing unneccessary hurt in his direction, i had to distance myself. clearly i will miss him all the time since he is obviously the most amazing person on the planet. i’m just too lustful i supose. fail.
.so….to clear my head.
.i’m going to spend the day at the aquarium. <3
I just wanted to comment on..
THE AQUARIUM! I love the places you explore! I haven’t been in so long it makes me sad cuz I think about the aquarium every now and again..
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I am alarmingly
becoming anxious right now. I don’t know why. Picking my lips!
Oh my goodness.
Having this Monday off feels awesome. 3 days is less than 4. I don’t count Friday as a day of class since I go from 9:30-10:20 and it’s English where we speak of Oscar Wilde’s works that we are reading! Love that class.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Still trying to be patient.
PATIENCE!
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sometimes even their voices anger me
bothers me so much
I have wanted to get out of this house since I was little girl.I prayed to get out of this house. It is so close but so far away. It is absurd.
Without my brother.. life would suck even more.
Today was supposed to be productive. Nothing was going to occur with this attitude. Nothing.
I wish I could rid of my phone. Alas, I need it for work or emergencies. Fuck.
Now I’m going to sleep at approximately 11:50pm which is fairly early for me. I just can’t stand to be awake any longer.
I wish I had someone to talk to.
I do.
until next time..
